Tomorrow

Tomorrow, I will get up roughly four hours before I usually get up.  (That is 4 instead of 8.)   That way I can be on time for my various appointments at Children's hospital.  I have another full day of appointments at Children's.  I am nervous.  I am meeting with the various surgery teams who are likely to participate in the care of my daughter.  I am also getting another ultrasound, another MRI and another fetal echo cardiogram.  The tests will show more clearly what is wrong than they did last time, because Sarah is older.  The abstract issues we have been facing will be discussed in practical terms tomorrow.  Please, say a prayer.  Maybe prayer and exhaustion can keep my nerves at bay.